All About me...

manusia2 bodoh....

Wuih....... dah lama ga ngetik2 iseng disini.... ;)

well... ntar pagi, gue lagi dilarang keras banget untuk keluar rumah gara2 ada kemungkinan manusia2 bodoh bakalan demo... yup... again.

yang ada dalam pikiran gue, kenapa juga tuh orang2 bisa dengan mudah berdemo pada saat susah begini. udah tau negara resesi parah, bukannya mikir gimana caranya untuk mendapat kehidupan lebih baik, mereka malah ngabisin waktu n tenaga untuk demo. yah... emang sih kenaikan bbm buat banyak orang rasanya berat banget n bikin idup makin susah, tapi ini ga bikin mereka mikir kenapa n apa alasannya.

kalo seandainya besok beneran demo, berarti ada kemungkinan kerusuhan... n bakar2an lagi... n bakal terjadi yg namanya siklus tolol. dimana bensin udah mahal, n nyari bensin bakalan susah, yg ada pom bensin dibakar n bensinnya jadi nguap n ga ada bensin lagi... beli lagi harga makin mahal... nah ini bukannya tolol???

kenapa juga orang2 ga mikir.... semestinya mereka tuh bisa lebih pinter.... seandainya petani tetep jadi petani n orang kampung tetep dikampung.... soalnya mungkin aja mereka bisa lebih baik hidupnya daripada tinggal di kota yg konon katanya serba mahal. ya ga sih... orang kota aja banyak yg ke daerah buat nyari duit..... soalnya jelas2 daerah lebih menguntungkan daripada di kota.

aneh.......... n yang pasti males banget... kenapa juga siklus kehidupan indo tuh aneh banget.... ada yang naik harga, demo. masalah dikit demo... katanya punya sistem musyawarah... basiiiiiiiiiii.....................

emang ga salah kayanya kalo indo tuh ga maju2... gimana mo maju, orangnya pada bodoh.... pemerintahnya juga kayak maju malah mundur........................ cape deh....................

something to say.......

i always wonder why we always have to make choices in our life. and sometime the choices that we made are not always a good one. then when this happen, usually we tend to regret it until we can overcome the bad choices that has been made. should it be always like this??? why we have to regret the bad choices while actually we are the one that made up that decision. i know sometimes bad choices are made because at that moment we think its the best solution, while then it might haunt us for a long time. the question is why we often regret our decision and let the past haunt us?? did u ever think that maybe it was not a bad choice at all. maybe we are too afraid to lose the memories until we didn't see the bright light that is coming. i do believe that everything happens for a reason, and it is to be better.
do we really like to be haunted by the past, the choices that we made??? i dun think we like to live that life. for me, bad choices is medicine that make me better and make stronger and from that i can learn and gain something. that is not to repeat the same thing again. like they say even a donkey didn't fall into the same hole twice. i know it is easier to say than to apply it... but we have to learn to accept that we can't expect everything is done as what we want it. we need to learn to accept until then, we can give the best for our life....

14 02 08

Well... dah lamaaaaaaaaaa banget rasanya ga nulis blog. um... sebenernya lagi bingung juga sih mo crita apa, tapi....
hari ini  kata orang tuh hari valentine....... hari kasih sayang. 
tapi entah kenapa semakin lama kayaknya semua hari buat gue tuh sama aja.... yah tinggal gimana dijalaninnya aja. nothing much n nothing special. don't know because age matter or.....
like they say, live ur life to the fullest like tomorrow might never come so that u won't regret anything.
hari ini, bangun gara2 kepanasan... semalem dirumah gue abis mati lampu.... hiks... sekringnya konslet trus kebakar.... mati d lampunya.

menunggu.... sepertinya itu pekerjaan yang selalu gue lakuin entah gue pengen ato nggak.... gue harus selalu menunggu.... yup... nungguin dia. seseorang yang paling deket ma gue saat ini n seseorang yang paling gue sayang n yang selalu tau apa yang gue mau tanpa harus gue omongin... tapi kadang dia juga bisa jadi orang yang sangat2 bikin gue geregetan. huhuhu........
tadinya gue pikir dia bakal buka suara gitu bilang mo ngapain gitu... tapi setelah ditunggu2 tau nya... huhuhu.... ga ada tuh. akhirnya baru d gue bilang mo ketemuan n jadinya kita dinner... sayang, sekali2 napa sih kamu tuh ga bikin gemes.....
dinner di red square... ngobrol n pulang.... cuma sebentar tapi gue seneng...

my bear.... kamu tau ga sih... kalo aku tuh sayang...... banget ma kamu... asalkan bisa ngabisin waktu ma kamu aja aku tuh udah seneng.... bisa berdua.... sambil ugi2.... its the best time........

new year's eve '07 '08

its new year........  hm... gile cepet bener, ga berasa udah taon 2008.... masih inget kayaknya belom lama masih bilang mau masuk taon millenium 2000 ehh da berekor 8. well... kyaknya waktu emang sekarang pake lari n ga pake lama lagi.
malem taon baru gue acaranya ngumpul di pure... rame2. untung aja jalanan ga pake macet.... soalnya gue dari kemang jalannya. trus... disana pas gue sampe masih sepi....... eh tiba2 sekitar 1/2 jem langsung rame buanget.....

yang pasti taon ini gue seneng banget soalnya gue bisa malem taon baruan ma laki tercinta... sekalian anniversary kita yang pertama.... ;)
bener2 ga berasa kita uda setaon.... tapi rasanya masih tetep aja kayak yg baru jadian.. soalnya tetep anget.... huhueheuehue..... kan biasanya kalo yang pacaran udah beberapa bulan ya... lewat dari 6 bulan tuh rasanya dah mulai garing....  tapi kayaknya gue kalo lagi ma dia tuh... ga mungkin deh ada garingnya....

niwei, lanjut ke acara malem taon baruan....
sebenernya gue bisa end up ke pure gara2 telponan ma dwit.... janjian disono jem 11. tapi... jem 11 gue sampe dia masih belom keliatan.... sampe jem 12 dia belom dateng juga.... smua orang udah ngumpul... dia juga ga ada.... sampe gue pulang........ dia juga ga sampe2... padahal gue balik tuh sekitar jem 1/2 3.
basi kan dia... dewit jelek......................

um... terus pas disana... gue sempet ketemu ma temen sd gue yang udah lama banget ga ketemu.... 10 taon mungkin... gila banget d... ketemu dia n kk nya... n ternyata sekarang semua udah pinter minum... hahaha.........

eh kek nya ceritanya sampe sini dulu... gue mo siap2... mo kabur... ciao........

jan 2008

To all my friend, happy new year......... may this new year brings a new spirit and be a better year for every one. 

01 12 07

Gue lagi seneng banget......

Kemaren ini nyokap gue lagi di jkt... karena lagi ada kerjaan yang kebetulan di daerah cisarua akhirnya nyokap nyewa villa n bear diajak... Siangan gue jemput nyokap dari airport trus langsung te cisarua. n sore nya bear baru nyusul... huhuhu... senangnya...

malemnya nyokap mo meeting buat urusan dia jdnya yang ada gue jalan2 d ma bear tecinta. Pas lagi jalan2 tujuan pertama tuh safari garden... soalnya dah lamaaaaaa banget gue ga kesono. keknya terakhir gue kesono tuh pas masih kecil d. gue dulu kalo lagi nginep disana gue pasti ngambil telor. hehehe... di tempat mainnya ada mainan burung kakak tua yang kalo dimasukin koin kuar telor yg isinya hadiah... n gue suka banget dapetin telornya. jadi pas kemaren kesono gue mainan gituan d. dah gitu main ngambil boneka... trus dapet 2. satu boneka babi n satu boneka kuya ;)

Slese mainan di safari garden, gue lanjut dinner di puncak pass, our fav place. dinner n ngobrol2 disana.... n da gitu balik... trus otw pulang nyokap mau nitip bakso.... so gue ma bear nyariin bakso malem2 buat nyokap. pas dapet tempat baksonya... gue kaget banget. soalnya tuh bakso gedenya ga pake kira2.... bayangin aja satu bakso bisa buat makan ber 4 n pake kenyang. bukan seporsi lo.. cuma satu biji... kebayang ga gedenya kayak apa... kayak bola tennis beneran um... lebih gd dkt d.

dah selesai semua endingnya malem itu kita ntn tv ampe jem 3an gitu... ;p jarang2 nih. pokoknya malem minggu ini bener2 menyenangkan. banget banget banget...

Besoknya... pagi2 bangun kita ngopi2 bareng. siang lunch n balik jkt d... sampe jakarta, gue langsung shopping ma nyokap.

well in the end...... walopun cape tapi gue seneng buaanget....... ;)

"there will be a time... the right time for it..." till then i'll wait.

24 Hours..........

Kadang gue ngerasa kalo 24 jam yang udah dikasi buat manusia tiap hari tuh kurang.... mungkin untuk banyak orang 24 jem rasanya lama banget n terlalu banyak tapi ga tau napa kayanya buat gue 24 jem tuh rasanya cepet banget n ga cukup. banyak banget yang pengen gue lakuin tapi tiba2 hari udah gelap n udah waktunya istirahat lagi... yang gue rasain hari2 cepet banget lewatnya.. baru rasanya senen eh tiba2 udah sabtu... huhuhu....... apa emang waktu berjalan makin cepet ato cuma gue doank yang ngerasa cepet........

macetnya jakarta....

well... finally, gue da balik ke jkt lagi setelah 2 minggu gue kabur dari sini.... n baru 2 minggu... jakarta banyak yang berubah..... yaitu makin macet... huhuhu... kenapa yah jakarta makin macet... dari jalanan yang kyknya lancar2 aja sekarang jadi makin aneh n semraut.... huhuhu.... harus ya... pake jalur busway dimana2...

emang sih... ujungnya bagus kalo busway dah jadi semua... tapi proses nya ini weleh...... pake jalan tol dalam kota masih belom bener... huhuhu... sebenernya pemerintah maunya apa sih???? kok bikin jakarta makin ga enak.... bikin orang jadi ga betah karena macet.... bikin stress....

gue kadang mikir... kapan ya jakarta bakal jauh dari macet... secara penduduknya banyak... pada tajir2 pula. punya mobil dirumah pada lebih dari satu... weleh.... gimana ya bikin jalanan ga macet... padahal biasanya deket lebaran gini kan jalanan ga gitu macet.... sepi malah. huhuhu... stresss...........

If i love someone

If i love someone... i'll do evrything for him... and will do whatever it takes to pleased him...

If i love someone... i'll show him all the love tat i got and let him know that i'll always be there for him...

If i love someone... i'll take a good care of him and his heart... so that he'll never leave...

to love someone is nothing... compare to the feeling of being loved. but... the best thing is... to love and being loved in return... :)

Dearest my bear... just wanna say that i love u so much... n i'm so glad to know that i'm loved by u. i'll wait for u 'till the time that we'll be together always....

my fav song....

4 in the morning

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)